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April 11, 2006
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Perhaps in life, u just have to go thru that hardship, tt pain to understand. Its only that certain point, tt certain trial to grow.
I'm sick of shallow people, who only see the surface of things. Does good friends need to have the same background? i find it a pity if even the simplest understanding cant be found...
Had a long chat with Bro chee kiong, this call makes my head cracks again. Some things are hard to express it out, harder when face to face. I've been thinking a lot, humans are always like dis, when we do not know the answers we tend to guess. This mystery of nt knowing & leading to all sorts of misinterpretation can be reduced a lot if we can be just more accountable, more willingly to share.
I realise i dont share a lot about myself, i listen. But thru these years, i have changed a lot. I learn to be more accountable over my life. The past mi.. i still rem twice i bottled and bottled too much feelings inside until to the pt my heart was saturated with hatred, until something happens.
Until to the pt, i cant tolerate anymore and i cried infront of my dad, vomiting out all my feelings that was kept for years which in my whole life i nv did b4. By that time, things had gone very worst, and there seems to be no turning point.
Now, i'm learning to be more accountable...
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ranted by faith
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