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March 30, 2006
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I'll falling in love wif guitar all over again.. Finalli there r ppl havin the same desire & interest, Peijing rudy n rick.. Jayne too!
Long time ago, b4 my O lvl i've been havin the desire to go Yamaha to have proper lessons about guitar. And i almost vow that immediately after my Os i will fly to yamaha to learn. =X
But in the end i dint, thou my passion was there. Sometimes i feel i'm really nt gifted in music, i learn rather slow.. BUT I JUST LIKE IT. x)
Had a helpers meeting with bro Chee Kiong recently, realised that the cellgroup was not doin too well. Truly we want to share the burden with him.. There is still so much things to work on, but i'm believing that a miracle will happen.
He then meet us 1 by 1 individually, i was rather shocked about the conversation. " Do u have the desire to be a cellgroup Leader?" The 1st question that he asked. Cellgoup Leader meaning- leadin praise & worship(singin real loud), preaching, leadin prayer meeting, TO THE WHOLE CROWD. making sure ur group grows AND MORE.
Am i ready? Right now no. but mayb in ard 2 yrs time? Cg leaders are.. what can i say? They're just too noble.Sacrificial, and onli the called ones can be. But God doesnt calls the qualified, HE qualifies the called. Right nw, there is still so much things for mi to learn.First of all i need to be a good helper..
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i remember when i'm young, just a little girl.. The days b4 my bday, i would always be so excited. Because i know its a time of joy & excitement, everybody would just be there, celebrating wif mi.
As years went by, especially dis year. I dislike bday. To mi, its just another normal day. Friends always care more dan ur family.
We had a work chalet from mon to wed, and i stayed for 2 nights, each night i catch about 2hours of sleep. But it was simply too fun, its been a long time i've really enjoyed myself.
On the 2nd night, the day b4 my actual bdae, they celebrated my bday, crowds singing, water bombs, cakes, candles & partying. Part of my heart, i was happy. But another part, i knew something is missing from mi.
The 3rd day, after my chalet, i immediately went to work thou i was realli tired. That actual day was my bday, i returned home after my work.I opened the door as usual, Sis was watching tv, grandpa was on the phone. Dad sent mi a message, " Happy Bday!" i replied," tx" He forgotten his promises again.. That was so much the difference btw the 2nd & the 3rd day, friends & family.
I went to sleep until the next day, and i realised my bday was over. |
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March 24, 2006
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I never know i could found frienship at Ramen ten. All along, my impression of it was a selfish place, only good wans survive. Those who are not capable- out u go.
We had an outing ysd, wanyue rudy rick melvin & peijing. Same place sentosa, =X. I tot it was gonna be damn bored, but it turns out to be gr8!
After which, we separated. wanyue & melvin went marina bay after near to 1h discussion. Left rudy rick, pj & mi. We went to have dinner tgt & watch dorm.
It was a nice movie =D. but nt as i have expected. I tot its gonna be scary, but i still cover my ear in almost 3/4 of the movie. it turns out to be a rather touching thou. And we managed to catch the last train JUST IN TIME. 1 more second later & we will b stuck at orchard road.
I found out that we 4 have the same interest in common. WE SIMPLY LOVE GUITAR.
But the sad thing is that we play different things. Rick play tabs, mi n pj play chords. Rudy? newbie. But i tink he's gonna fall in love with beansprouts. =X
Good things dont last. When sch reopens, we all will be just busy with our own stuffs, now just spending time tgt as much as we could.
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March 23, 2006
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Wad is happenin to mi recently? i seem to lose my concentration.
My heart doesnt seems to listen to mi, it seems to win over the brain many a times.
I dont understand why, all i need is just a copy of ur IC to fax over to mi. u're my dad, i need it for my poly enrollement urgently, tts a deadline to meet or my course wil be let out to people.
Such a simple task, i called u near to 10 times. Every time u said the same words, i'm busy, call u back later. U never did.
Such a simple task, at most u take 5 mins to do it, why does it seems so difficult to u?
The only information from a kin for my enrollment, yet u seem not to bother. I was doin my online enrollment ysd, many blanks to fill in.. i came tothe parents info, mother's particular. Wad to write? So easy yet at the same time so difficult.
I totally have no info of her, deres a button dere. Press " mother is deceased" & no info will be asked.
I pressed that. Is my mom really dead?
Praising & worshipping Him is not difficult, but the highest form is to praise Him even in times of adversity. i'm believing i can do dis.
Peijing lost her wallet todae.. Dis time round she cant find it. As her friend, i really do not know what i can do to help. Her key is lost, wad will her parents do?
If it was mi, i wont be allowed to come back home anymore. Tts just how strict my grandpa is.
I'm praying hard, God pls lay your hands of protection upon her. Let whoever found her wallet return to her in Your name.
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March 21, 2006
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i'm willing to share the burden with her. Truly i do.. My heart just aches each time when i see her.
Y is her life so hard? Parents dead when she was just 8 years old, so young yet so strong.
Support all her siblings at such a young age, married a husband who abuses her. Found a new man, but he never cherish her too. Her children? They seems to forget that they had a mom.
Many a times, she will just come into my room, sit beside mi & talk to mi.
Sometimes all of a sudden tears will just roll down her cheek. But all i can so is to sit there & watch. I really feel so helpless at that moment, i cant do anything to help.
Abba Father, i know u're there watching over her & not in silence.
She had sowed so much into people's live, its time for her to reap. She only have 1/4 of her life more, let her enjoy every moment of it pls.. |
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