Folksy epic of a girl.

 



I study in a course that kills yet the name sounds the least like it. I dread regrets in life, thats why I always strive to do the best in things I do.
Looking too much into things is my weakest point. Misplacing things and forgetting names are my strengths.
I think I have self-discipline since I do not smoke, drink or into clubbing. A fan of chocolates, that explains the frequent failure of my diet plan. I've made a secret pact to kidnap kids home because I just cant resist them.
Lastly, I want to declare that my blog is mostly of entertainment. Sorry to disappoint, but I hardly put my emotional thoughts here. :)


 


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May 20, 2006
Dark bodies floating in darkness
no sign of light ever given
imprisoned in a world without a memory
unconscious? or am i conscious?

Trying to keep you
Trying to encourage you
Yet i'm dying
I'm such a failure
i really failed terribly
I followed your footstep.
Flesh completely torn apart.
What the hell am i doing?

So shocked yet so expected
U see no one except him.
The 4 years of friendship all of a sudden became so shallow.
U're still smiling,
u feel so relieved
PLease teach me how to do it.

The message received at 9.28pm instantly pierced thru my wound
I have commited a terrible sin.
Sorry to hurt u, i dunno wad am i doing.
Truly I know i have disappoint u.

In mind, there are more than a billion words
But not even a word can be expressed out verbally.
It takes a lot of pain to make this decision
when the walk is so long and the bond so strong

Tears are flowing
I can't control them.
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud,
I wish I didn't like this

i saw my own face in the dark
and i saw my own face like a spark
my life was so dark... my mind was so dark... everything was dark
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