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May 05, 2006
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Something had prompted me that u will go...
I thought i'm thinking too much,
Its definately not a good feeling.
True enough, u told me this yesterday.
Seen your contenance, i know something is wrong and i approached u ask.
Even without u saying, i know that 'Extra commitment' had contributed a lot to your decision.
Sad to say, but ur decison will really affects me.
You said u will think about it,
I'm still running this race, still biting on the bullet.. I hope u wont give up too.
Yes time flies, 3 years has past.
Even the toughest time, as best of friends we have gone thru together.
Now, its only a small trial, hang on there..
Trying to encourage you
Trying to persuade you from not giving up..
Yet inside of me, i'm not feeling any better, not holding it that strong.
Honestly speaking, i'm weak too.
I feel like i'm as if being pulled deep down into the sea yet trying so hard to gasp for air in the opening, if i were to give up for even that 1 second, i would be drowned.
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Fear is still holding me back, its hard to shake it off when it has embrace u for so long
I feel guilty for not contributing that much.
But for your sake, i will try... |
ranted by faith
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