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June 30, 2006
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A super frigging busy week for me.
6 projects, 1 down.
5 more to go..
Raghh... i'm rotting.
Merely spending near to 10hrs outside because of school.
Yesterday was a frigging long day for me,
Left home at 7 plus am and back home at 10.30om.
Suntec Singapore came to TP ysd to have a talk, they wanted to employ some of us to work with them during the september in the event of IMF.
so we need to have an employment form which u have to print yourself online.
I knew nothing about it.
I'm getting blurer each day.
ROT.
I freak out but thankfully i still have 2 more hours to do it all as the talk starts at 6pm..
Things i have to complete within 2 hrs:
A pass sport size pic of myself.
Print the form online
Get a DBS bank stamp on the form.
I did it!
I manage to fled a cab with beverly to DBS bank to have a stamp before the bank closes.
after much sweat and a cab fee of $3.50.
Its done.
The PRECIOUS stamp and my fat thumb print. =X
Yesh! its completed.
Next............ take a pic!
we were so despo..
ended up taking it in a 'ulu' machine in school.
budget because we wanted to save costs, so after beverly took her 2 shots,
i rush in to took mine!
Still remember we always laugh wheva we pass by this machine when sch just started in TP,
saying how useless and funny its being placed here.
and now we have to use it! =X
The results were so horrible
2 retards came out in the pictures.
and we were laughing outside like crazy.
really really laughing, until i cant stand straight but to squat down and laugh.. and laugh.. and laugh..
I was thinking, the employer may got so frighten off by the retards pics that they dint want to hire us.
oh yea.. everything was done by 6pm.
Off to talk!
There was an interview, and there i was wearing 3/4 jeans and a shirt with sandals.
Looking around, i was shocked.
Some are wearing blazers, and high heels and brief case.
Gosh..
i felt like i'm going to the market..
After the talk, it was interview time.
10 people per batch to go into a room.
and there were 2 'judge' questioning u one by one.
The requirements were so strict and they were so hard to please..
and i saw joel's hand shaking tremendously when they question him which he dint look the least nervous.
This makes me more and more nervous, no idea what they gonna ask.
At that point of time, i feel like grabbing Beverly's hand and leave the room together because we werent that interested in this in the 1st place..
But thankfully...
everything went quite alright, and i think i manage to answer appropriately to their question.
Next week is another busy week.
I only put a day of work sceldue.
Finally i manage to dig some time to blog! |
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June 21, 2006
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When the rain stops, the sun is going to come back again.
So true.
Been so lost before.. so afraid of regrets.
Checking my heart again now once more,
things are reaffirmed.
It is resettled again once more,
but has more than one owner now.
The sun is back after the long rain.
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Alright, my projects are so messed up now.
6 projects in hand.
Gosh..
I need to plan my time properly and arrange everything again.
Been so busy that i have been neglecting the priorities.
She gives her heart and soul and do her best in things, or else she wont do it at all.
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June 12, 2006
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People let me introduce u the most disgusting module eva.
RESEARCH FOR HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM.
This module ended my mid-sem tests sweetly on friday.
But left a bitterly memory in my mind, GOSH. i was already stunned by the first question.
A rough sketch of it..
The thickest book eva, its only last for a sem, not a year.
After the test on friday,
It officially holiday time.
*Hooray*
I guessed i sounded not excited enough.
All because its projects time again..
Raghh..
Went to work on sat after a long break of more than 1 week.
And i think due to typical singaporeans of GSS.
The customers that day were
People Mountain People Sea.
And of course the closing we did till hellish late.
On our way back..
Jayne was like a dead log..
I was like a dead tree.
I guessed only Rudy is alive.
oh yes, went to west mall yesterday to accompany wanyue to see her idol ,
ZHOU HUA JIAN
Wanyue was so frigging elated and high when her idol appear,
from the black attired serious supervisor at Ramen ten to a 5 years old kid there.
Holding the fotos that she and hua jian had taken b4 and waving high up to the crowd.
Shouting and shouting hua jian hua jian..
I almost wanted to act that i dunno her. =X
I admitted i really dislike squeezing with crowds and shouting and screaming.
Feel like punching each and every1 of them down, it really pissed me off.
But seeing her so happy and satisfied after getting the autograph,
I guessed its worth it and my time is not wasted there.
Intially we wanted to go sentosa to tan.
But the weather was against us.
saddened.
I want to go sentosa like mad.
Seeing my skin gettin whiter and yellowish each day, it was a disaster. =X
After accompanying wanyue, we went to watch omen.
The show is more of like a satan Devil's work.
I rate it a 3.5/5.
If its not the ending, i would give it a 4.
But in overall, the movie was rather nice..
After the movie,
Jayne suggested to have dinner tgt..
So the 6 of us went to sembawang shopping center to have thail meal.
It was sumptuous.
These are the food we ordered.
1) 2 plates of fried rice
2) prawn fried rice
3) black pepper chicken
4) fried kangkong
5) steam fried tofu
6) oat meal prawn
7) fish mawl soup
After the meal, i have a super
feeling.
Alright end of post..
I guessed i should learn not to trust people so easily. |
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June 05, 2006
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Microecons paper todae!
The very first paper taken so formally in Tp. ok, its microecons. so no lesson on that day, only test.
1h for a 100 marks paper. 10 mcq, and 8 structure essay questions, in which question is 10 marks.
Gosh.. i manage to finish in time.
This is econs..
basically its somewhat like maths and physics mix tgt. GRAPHS and more GRAPHS.
but somehow i like this sub.. its all about logic, and less memorisation.
Subject Code Date Start End Venue SeatNo
Microeconomics BEC100 Jun 2006 11:00 12:00 BS26-05-02/03 47
Organisational Behaviour BBS1002 7 Jun 2006 15:00 16:00 BS26-04-02/03 94
Introduction to Hospitality & Tourism BHT1010 8 Jun 2006 11:00 12:00 BS26-03-10/2 40
Research for Hospitality & Tourism BLO1004 9 Jun 2006 09:00 10:00 BS LT20 27
My timetable for the whole week of tests!
Holiday will be project time.
TP is so frigging stress..
Oh yea, i got my laptop already..
THANKS DAD. =D
Its kinda funny, cause he bought 1 exactly the same as mine for himself too.
Finally after so many months, he got 1 day off frm his work.
And he came from his house to help me set up and install some of the laptop stuffs.
BUT I CANT GET TO SEE HIM BECAUSE OF MY SCHOOL.
saddened
COme to think of it, a lot of my 'precious' are fork out by him..
My guitar
nano, he fork out half of it..
My handphone, which he gave me his when mine was spoiled.
And the laptop now.
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received something very shocking and surprising in my door step a few moments ago
I was really touched by it when i tot once its gone its gone..
I wont reveal too much here..
ITs a decision bound to be made. |
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June 04, 2006
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Ever thought of how a baby feels during abortion? u will never know, because the baby is died. he/she will not come to this world to say about it.
Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now, sitting on God's lap.
He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.
I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened.
I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.
I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.
I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.
I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.
Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.
Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back.
I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much.
One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you.
I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened.
A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.
I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.
Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."
Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.
Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop.
Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.
Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.
I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away.
I had so many plans to make you happy.
Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.
I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.
And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.
I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.
I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to God and set me on His lap.
He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy.
I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."
I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.
I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me
. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die.
Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.
Please be careful.
Love, Your Baby Girl
aborted at 7 weeks.
   
How saddening it is to see a precious little live gone. They dont have a choice...
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