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August 22, 2006
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To the one that i care
To the one that i cherish
To the one that i love...
The heart is there,
its still moving and has never once stop before.
But it seems to lose the ability to talk
that something hasnt been put across.
Truefully sorry....
I'm changing for the better.
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August 20, 2006
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I wonder how i did it.
I walked back home at 2am from admiralty.
The whole stretch of road was all silence, with no sign of people walking.
It was dark and creepy, I kept feeling a cold gush of wind blowing thru me,
and my heart was racing as i walked a step nearer to home
Say me timid, say me paranoid.
But i never dared to do it before especially in the month of July.
***
I hang up my dad's call todae.
I hurt my love ones todae.
I'm the world worst creep eva. |
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August 16, 2006
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I saw something interesting and wierd outside school ysd.
There was a man standing at the bus stop with a box ready to receive donations from the people from TP.
He is perfectly fine, not blind, not crippled..
From afar, using your ear, he was playing beautiful hymns using the harmonica held on his hand
Ppl may pity him because he is a little old at his age and still has a lil talent of playin an musical instrument.
But when u step nearer, u will felt so cheated and its such a foolish act.
The instrument he is holding is not an harmonica but instead a tape recorder that plays the recording of harmonica music.
Notice from the pic, harmonica is not that fat and big..
He is tryin to bend his head with his cap till very low such that he can hide it..
BUt no. its too obvious.
And God knows who is his real age actually, he seems old with his attire but we cant see his face at all.
But he maybe just a very young chap trying to cheat money.
The most amazing thing is that people donates to him!
Tp people are kind.. or can i sae its foolish?
***** ****
My brain is so tighten up these while that i feel that i'm gonna explode soon.
I have so much phobia of failing the exams, and its so easy to fail.
Which means taking sub paper, and if fails again. RETAIN.
U might be thinkin that i'm thinkin too much.. but its no jokes.
Heres an simple equation of why i'm so not confident about exams.
Lecture( optional, can dun go, even if go also cant understand much )
---> did not do tutorial, did not read up b4 tutorial lesson( due to rushing of a lot of projs, 7 of them at 1 go.)---> tutorial time do not understand a single thing---> accumulate up to a mountain of topics, which u do not know what is going on----> EXAMS
RAGH.
I'm so darn super stress,
and the thing is that the friends around me are SO SMART. As students.
I feel so much like a pig.
Yes, a pig.
I wonder why i have serious mood changes at times.
The stress level sometimes makes me break down and cry. |
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August 13, 2006
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BcS test on fri. Total disaster..
Sch end at 1 pm, test start on 6.30.
Was cooping in the library all the way with Qing Yun and Joel, couldnt concentrate.
So... A flower.
So on fri 2 tests were over, it was reward time the moment 6.30 strike, after BCS is over.
Went fireworks again!
We were so enthu, we took a cab down with the poly classmates..
Weichen joel and me share a cab down, and the costs was $15. EX.
When we reach.. it was EXTREMELY squeezy like a can of tuna.
We wanted to squeeze to esplanade, but we dint make it..
So practically we were into the crowds and helding our head high to look at the fireworks and to BREATHE..
IT WAS SO NICE. AWESOME..
Tts all i can describe since i dint take any pic down..
**** *****
IMF Gems training on sat n sun.
They certainly treat us so well, it doesnt seem like a training.. =X
They kept feeding us, 2 buffets a day.
The trainer is so nice.. Her name is Imelda.
She is a mother of 2 at her age.
warm & friendly with a unique ascent of English.
I certainly learn something.
The place is so ultra super cold.
We were like freezing there..
There were around 8 round tables there, each with around 8 seats for us.
There was only Ariel, the same class as me..
The rest were some year 2 HTM people.
But they are really nice people.. x)
There is a guy name xavier in the same table as us who lights up the whole atmosphere with silly jokes and stuffs.
 
 
2 more weeks to exams and i havent touch on anything yet!
Meeting alvin for studying tmr.
A long found friend. =X |
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August 10, 2006
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Heard that coke light will cause or contribute to depression due to a chemical used to replace sugar.
Somehow it seems to have a lil effect. Scary.
I dun understand why these kind of thoughts came running to me many a times recently.
Its wierd.
Its unhealthy.
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August 08, 2006
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Sick.
Not in the condition to go school todae
Kinda guilty thou, Seem to miss out a lot.
Tried studying at home but could nt concentrate.
Fled down to library alone..
The feeling of being alone isnt a good wan todae somehow.
some sort of lonely freako.
Dint study much, somehow its quite difficult when ur head is throbbing hard.
Comparisons
RAGH.
I hate that.
2 tests on Fri, isnt preparing well.
DEADMEAT.
I'm learning to be more independent.
And you will be better on your own.
Stop relying on anyone. |
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August 06, 2006
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The fireworks at esplanade is so nice yesterday.
Exceptionally.
The feeling is just so different when i watch it so long back then.
Melted.
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Went to have a short studying with Peijing todae.
Its been so long we've hang out together..
Much laughter.
Much the small usual chit chats.
not forgetting the latest gossips as well? xP
I miss the days when we are back in sec sch..
When we always hang out together,
chatting about any rubbish,
aiming the lastest fashion and desribing how nice it is..
After much tempting from her in the library,
she desribe and describe till i cant resist any more.
I went with her to watch the SECOND TIME. ( she has already watched b4)
but she said till so nice, tt she dun mind spending the money to it again.
As what she describes..
ITS SO DAMN NICE.
Its been so long since i havent watch a nice and money-worth movie.
I rate it FULL.
5 stars out of 5.
People u gotta watch it.
Seriously i dun mind watching it again the second time.
It makes u laugh,
cry,
cry while laughing.
and laugh while crying.
So long since i havent feel so much in a movie b4..
THE CLICK.
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The first war have completed.
RHT proj
Econs proj
Excel proj
OB proj
Excel test
IHT test
I cant imagine i have completed those..
After much sleepless night,
and dead zombie face,
Gosh.
I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY LAH.
Theres nv a time for break.
The second war is about to begin..
BCS test.
COmm skill test
COmm skill proj
OB exam
RHT exam
IHT exam
Econs exam.
The first and second war just falls from July to august.
A month.
So much stuffs to do..
Now i realise TP treat us genius.
3 lessons of dreamweaver, in which 1 lesson is 2h.
and expect us to create a professional website
like what u see in the internet,
with all the functions and links.
Again,
3 lessons of excel.
Want us to create all the spreadsheets of finance report and employees payroll using ALL THE FUNCTIONS.
plus a test as well.
Forgot to add on..
the 3 lessons isnt like lessons
because u catch no balls.
They teach like a speeding bullet.
U just got to be so independent or else u're dead.
I'm darn worried abt exams rite now.
Havent been doing tutorials.
When u're rushing for all the projs for dateline and dun even have time to slp.
U tend to ignore it..
The few lessons just pile up like a huge mountain,
RAGHHH.
Freaking stress.
I cant fail my exams,
if not i cant go for IMF and i have to take sub paper.
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August 01, 2006
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Excel test done.
omg.
i gt 29/30.
From the excel total freako and nuts finally, i really noe how to use it now.
I love that cute dracula tutor,
MR SEETOH
althou he really heck care abt us,
he is always so humourous and we always have so much fun teasing him.
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Basically this few wks, my life is like a routine.. SICKO
climb up in the morning, wait for 912 went wdls
waited super frigging long for 168,
and finally change to bus 23 to reach sch.
Not forgetting the jouney back too.
Its like journey to the west.
3 hours of travelling everydae.
Meet b4 sch for proj,
after sch again for projs.
Went back home to see all the datelines coming.
Rush tutorials.
But many a times i nv did, too busy.
I'm so shagged with the projs, tests, tutorials and the travelling.
I'm just back home from sch nw.
During break todae, i was quite sad to hear from QY and Bev that they were so busy with sch projs that sometimes they felt so lost,
nt sure where r they heading to..
QY share with us that, recently someone ask her a question, " r u happy?"
She seems not to noe the ans, she told us that her whole time seems to be so filled with sch projs & stuffs.
*****
Tryin to study for tmr's test in bus todae.
But i was half dead.
kept dropping the notes that i'm holdin to on the floor.
Not even sure whether am i concious.
This coming fri i really look forward to it,
when all of my projs r done with except for comm skill.
But the days towards it will be a torment.
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i'm blogging in school now.
Catch a 3h slp.
woke up at 4.45am todae, send wanyue off her flight.
The last glance of her will always remain in my mind, the pink hat, sleeveless black tank top and a white pants, wearing a red bag pack.
She is like a child..
SMILING.
saying goodbye is always difficult.
Went straight to school after idle a while at airport.
shagged now.
BCS test later.
econs dateline tmr.
IHT test tmr.
OH My.
i wonder will i have the energy to survive tonite to chiong all this shit stuffs.
RHT proj dateline on fri.
same as IHT report dateline on fri.
This wk is so xiong
I am tired. |
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