Someone ask me, if u were given one wish, just one. What would it be? It tocks my mind all of a sudden, because simply in my mind there were too many.
Some thoughts ran thru my ming, Richer, clever, prettier or more popular? Isnt what one always longs to be?
However I said, I want myself and my love ones to be happy. simples.
Amazingly, what we've been always doing, the big things, the little things is just to make us happy or happier. But just that it became so blind that we dint realise.. Work=money= happy? Study= brighter future= prestige/money/well-liked= happy?
Getting richer is to have power, and having the luxury and things that u've always wanted which ultimately is assumed to lead to being a happier person. Being prettier or more handsome makes you get noticed, and well-liked by people, which fulfilled one's social needs and the definition of happiness by some ppl?
Thing we've always do or wanted is ultimately assumed that once we reached them, we will be happy. But once we get them, we wanted more and more. When will one be ever satisfied enough to be happy?
The best time is childhood days........ I long and I long to be.
If one day, everything else fades. Will we still be living that strong? Learn to treasure the things now, granny i love u. <3 **
Sch as usual, shane brought a cap from topman which i fnd it qute cute. I loveee topshop sutffs!
Anywae amazingly I found someone who is blur-ER than me. Our marketing tutor! Guess what she do.. Consultation of each grp's proj is 4pm at lvl 5 classroom. And at 4pm, we waited until 4.10.. 4.20.. The tutor has not reach yet, we started to think that she might have forgotten.
So some went to her room to find her and stuffs and we were thinking that if she has not reach at 4.40, all of us will just leave. At that juncture, she suddenly appeared and say: " hey why are you all here? i waited at lvl 1 classroom for so long!"
Omg. All of us were so flabbergasted. Our classroom is at level 5.. My dear tutor.... She dint see her time table. gosh.. luckily she came b4 4.40 or else we would just leave.. So we released late.. And my journey back to the north! waited super long for 168 & this is what u get when u're bored.
Okay, i got back my phone ysd. Finally.. And its in perfect condition now, no hangs, no jams. (:
A super long break today again, comm skill peer teaching my turn. Have to prepare your own message and print for the tutor and the other group membs, and sort of tutor them according to what u've prepared.
Due to rushing to the room to be on time, my heart is still in the 'racing' mood which during the 1st part of teaching, i talk like a bullet. Until the tutor asked me, " do u reali speak that fast normally?" Until den after some rest.. i slowed down.. Still rem when i was in church, i had so much fear trying to give a sermon by practicing infront of my leader and mates, which my heart was pounding like crazy.
And due to the limited time and lack of paper, i brought this from cheers. And it followed me all the way home.
Now when u've go poly, u're trained until immuned and there is totally no fear nw. Arts appreciation is maximizing my courage to the max, gonna do a drama out also.
Had a 5h break todae.. Ragh. and I dint do any much sch stuffs during the break, its kinda hard to concentrate in school.
First 3 hours hang out with some mates, and the last 2 hours I was troubled. SOme had went their tutorials, some stuck in their proj and i was all left to myself, seriously I dun like the feelin of being alone in sch. So called a friend to join me along..
Complaint of the day: My N73 jam and hang like crazy! Its less than 1 mth old.. dang. Went to nokia care to repair and they said they will upgrade my software. so i'll be collectin it back on wed. hopefully there wun be hangs n jams again.
Got tonnes of stuffs to do now. -Psycho advertisement proj -Arts appreciation Drama! -marketing project. * tts super difficult* - comm skill letter & resume -psycho quiz. 30%! -Econs individual news article -Econs grp work research -POM proj -comm skill. peer teaching, my turn this thur! -Pscyho, FB fun, POM, econs tutorial.
That is a per week basis. LOVE PROJS. WOo. I'm blur, yes I am. Especially when I have a lot of school stuffs and work to do, i became tired and easily forget things. Be it in school, work or personal issues. Sorry to those ppl that my blurness has caused upon.
I'm trying hard to change. but i dun ask for acceptance if people cant stand the way I am. I change not for people, but for myself.
While grieving over my loss of IC and sis's phone. Worse to add on.. my O2 mini phone is spoilt. That results me to use my grandpa's spare phone in the end.
And a good news came. my dad has given me his N73! which he brought less than a month at $700 + without line.. Its the phone that dear is aiming for long ago which I'm not really fond at first, because the appearance of it doesnt attracts me, just the function is really good. He acc me to dad's office, and its the first time that they met. thanks. ((:
But now, after exploring the phone and its function. I'm really fond of it now, the camera is simply AWEsome.. It takes pic just like a real camera, and i find no purpose to have a camera..
Some pics that I took with the phone.. ( click to see a clearer view)
My bear..
The view outside my hse. I dint tell dad i lost my sis's phone, but that my phone is spoilt so he gave me his and he is going to get a new one for himself.. So now, i'm gonna work hard to pay up for sis.
This is the cycle of the phone from the day i hold a phone till now..
8250( use my own $ to buy) --> 8310---> s300 ( my own $)----> SPOILT---> panasonic x800( dad's)---> given to sis---> O2 mini( dad's) ----> SPOILT---> N73! (dad's)
oh ya, my previous phone no. 94695058 is officially gone. All my contact is lost and it will be kinda hard to contact some of my friends. I'm using a new number now.. ****** The road show that dad recently had.. I found it rather cool since the pic is still in his phone and i'll upload this.
I spent $50 just to get a new hi card ysd. And definitely more to come to get a new phone for sis and getting a new IC. Sigh..
$15.50 for a starhub card that has already expired. $8 for a new singtel top up card, since starhub wan is already expired. $28 for the hotspot top up.
Thankfully I still managed to get a card yesterday, if not i will have a lot of problem coming to school today. It was a super unlucky day for me ysd, went back home to try topping up my spare starhub card at home but its of no use as its already expired.
Feelin so shit as ever, it further adds on to my frustration Hence, as frustrated as i am. All i heard is.. " why u so blur?!" " why u so careless?!" except a few of my friends who really show concern.. Trying my best to ignore them, i went back to admiralty again to buy another top up card, which needs registration as its a new line. okay, and i went cheers, the person said the machine is spoilt. Having a glimpse of another chance, i went to 7-eleven and the person said its out of stock! So i went to another 7-eleven near by and they dun sell card with new line but top up card instead. I was like OMG..
So I tried my last chance, and took a bus to vista point to get a card. Thankfully they sell.. All thanks to my sis. A big big thanks for her to accompany me all the way, running around to get a card even thou i've lost her phone. Thru the tough times or problem, den u'll only know whos there for u. I really really appreciates..
I lost my phone and Ic. yes i lost it. I was too tired that i dint notice the little things around me, when i get into the mrt the 1st thing and all I would think of is getting a sit and sleep my whole journey thru out.
Put my IC together with my Phone in a pouch because I need my Ic for repairment of my O2. And because I'm waiting for a msg on phone, I put it in the pocket of my jacket and i was too tired that I fell asleep.. Finally when i reached admiralty, holly shit ITS GONE. That was a 2 sitter place that i was sitting.
I'M CARELESS I NOE. Called my phone no. back and its switched off and i noe that is no way out for me to find my phone back anymore. IC $100 Still have to pay back sis for the phone as my O2 is spoilt and she lend me her panasonic phone temporaily.
WHats done is done. Scold me people for all u want. All i could do now is to find a solution to it, and omg i wanted to purchase a new Singtel Hi card and all the places i tried all need IC to register for a new no. ! which i lost my IC. ok, so i brought a starhub top up card because i still have a sim card at home unused for a rather long time, which top up card need no IC unless its a new no. for u to register. And holly yea, i went back home and wanted to top up but my card has expired! that goes my money..
Vexed and feeling super shit, went home without accomplishing anything. I have to pay up a lot .. i need is you to ease my heart. Thats all I need.. But .. sigh...
I bought a condom today from 7-eleven. Looks kinda stylish as its black and green in color.
Its call 'After Eight'.. OPPS.
ok, its a chocolate. I think a lot of ppl has seen this b4.. but i find it very nice so decided to post it..
It really looks like a condom.. Anyway ysd monday isnt such a blue monday after all.. Had lunch break with some classmates and play some really lame games to train the brain. Woo HA. I'm not the last person to correctly spot the trick after all, which I almost thought i would be.. duh.
I find this rather cute, at the table of engine Canteen. So dear TP students, do rem to clear ur plates after eating eh?
The weather condition is changing real drastic these few days, it can be very hot any sunny and raining like cats and dogs all of a sudden. Was sneezing like crazy on mon, and thanks to QY to donate me a packet of tissue.
Havent been bothered to update my blog recently, all thanks to my 7 projects. 1 day per week per project is enough to occupy the whole entire week. Ysd met for marketing with bev edmund and Qy, 1 of the hardest project to do..
woo. they seem so happy working tgt. qing yun and edmund. Thats the new hairstyle of edmund... botak. Because he lost his bet and that is his punishment. omg..
The gr8 works of marketing.
btw.. this is the chocs that i intro to qy. its damn nice loh.. Delfi. cookies and cream brought for biz cheers.
And she offers to people the wonderful chocs.. x)
I'm so tired recently, no matter how hard I tried to look awake... had some problems fighting to keep myself awake during the tutorial with the tutor standing just infront of me. Argh. i cant stand myself being so tired all the time. Btw the FB fundamental tutor is really one that makes u look up on.
-restaurant consultant -Have his own restaurant -Tutor in Tp -Always get to travel around the world, serve Queen Elizabeth, Michael Jackson etc b4..
So damn cool. Even the way he talks, the way he shoot at Benard. *clap hand* He's definitely an interesting tutor, sharing a lot of his encounters and experience with us.. **
Went to meet dear and his friend, josline to nyp for the symphony band. ITS AWESOME..
Taken from his youtube, when he records in his camera. Pause my blog's song b4 playing.. or else it will b very messy. (:
The difference between united and untied is where u put the 'i'.
went to amk ramen ten with granny & sis to let them have a taste & look of what my workplace is like.. All ready and patiently waiting for granny to come!
Its been decades since i have really went out with granny except she comin to our place and stuffs. I love her loads, and she's the best. i dint noe she really cant take spicy, so ordered a spicy salmon dry ramen for her and she is fuming hot..
We ordered
. spicy sal. dry .t/yum chic R .Prawn mayo .sal sushi n sal handroll . choc waffle i/c .choc freeze .Strawberry esprit
And total bill is $35.70.. woo. save quite a bit!
After which, went to orchard to do some shopping with sis. I brought a pencil which I really like..
See this..
And see this again..
Its a mechanical pencil ppl. not a normal pencil ..
$5.75.. at takashimaya.. hoorays.
Went to topshop and forever 21, brought a tee and sis got a sweather there. I'm beginning to like light color clothes, tried a tee at forever 21 which I find it rather simple and nice. but dint buy it because i 'd already brought one at topshop.
Light yellow! at forever 21.
Anywae Peijing called me todae and she is taking statistic as one of her module this sem. Which is RHt for me, last sem. Its now her turn to crack her head, and she called me for help on all the hypothesis testing curve and stuffs. I remembered once, i had trouble with these few topics as well.
I'm looking thru the notes now to recap so that i can teach her tmr. Looking back, i have the feeling of real satisfied feel, i'm done with this freaking torturing module! Omg, i cant believe i manage to survive thru this module, at least i gt a B for it. One of the module that i hated most and hellish.. Which i tot i'm gonna fail deeply.
Eee. disgusting..
Anywae the more I use the programme internet explorer, the more sucky it is.. Blog always getting jam or having problem posting pics.
I'm using this nw! so much easier.. Introduce by him. Firefox. so cool.
Half a year, much joy, tears and laughter we had together. Its growing stronger, as well as the love. Happy 6th month.
woah. these few days have been really tiring. Projects have not really started yet, and i already feel the strain. Scary, i wonder what will happen when all the junks come crashing in. The thought abt last sem work makes me have the phobia, when i'm like a dead zombie rushing tonnnnnnesssss of projs, hw & exams.
I've found a rather interesting song by deestylistic again, one life one love. Thats my blog song, its a ah mong band but listen carefully, in the middle part tts chinese singing. woo leave some tag to comment abt the song? (:
Travelling is the most tiring of all, its like journey to the west. alone.. sigh. And with the serious traffic jam in the morning, it can take as much as 1h 45mins to reach sch.
Sometimes when i daydream, i always have this thought. If only i have a remote control that i press once and i will land at TP bus stop. SO COOL eh? no more travelling! how much time can i save, and how much more alert and not tired will i be.
